awildandunrulyginger

Feeling negative with my friends but feeling closer and closer to those I talk to the least i think i just don't like people who i have gotten to know. The investment of time in them was not worth it I gambled and I lost, now I am trapped in a clique of people i cannot stand with no escape I'll wait and soon we shall part ways.

A friend told me I was interesting today. Then I agreed but deep down now I know, I'm bland. Another friend and I went on smiths/ obscure music binge it was greatly satisfying proving i know and enjoy things the masses don't "I'm different, I'm hip  I am as interesting as they say I am." My past few drawings have been diss appointments the mountains the blob and the unicorns lacked that atmosphere of darkness I want to exude.

Didn't update this yesterday oh well its not like anyone will ever read this. Sad I'm unappreciated yet not under-appreciated for my art. Marla looks cool though.